i've been cross dressing since 6th grade or so.
a few years later for one reason or another i threw on a dress and tied myself in a very clever way to the clothes line in my (my parents) backyard. something slipped and i lost control and was then suspended upside down, dangling helplessly. i have no idea how, but i came.
that's the short history of my discovery of ME
im 22 and submissive and pretty shy (and it took me since i signed up to actually get to posting this!)
anyways... i started doing drugs heavily around the time i realized that being TG was not 'normal', and sedated myself for many years.
now suddenly i cant touch my favorite drugs without being thrown into a bad trip, and without my dissociatives to keep my mind regulated empty and neutral, i'm forced to deal with my perversity and (oh no!) feelings and such the best way i know how. to dive right into the stuff face first.
im a little less than 6 feet tall, long blond hair that i love to keep messy which goes down to around my mid back (unless it's tied up of course!), skinny as hell (only 120 pounds!) with blue or green eyes (depends on my mood i think hehe)... also i have chicken legs :\
oh, and im afraid of water for some reason lol.
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HI!