I can appreciate the element of control you desire in the fantasy, just not who you wish to have the control. We all have our own fantasies, which is a good thing. No fun if we all were here typing the same exact words.
I myself dont probably truly understand my fantasy yet. Maybe control to this extent would be mind-numbingly boring and my fantasy would be ruined. I mean not being allowed to cum would run beyond pleasure after a while and become increasingly torturous. But I am a believer in the power of the imagination, everything I envisage is all up in the my head, I can escape the current world through the power of my imagination... I do it all the time.

I read a lot of these forums and the fantasies seem to run along similar lines, and I yearn for people who create truly random and beautiful scenes of fetishism. I dreamt once that I was being forced-fed 2 pence coins which had somehow been melted down to become soft. The taste was disgusting, it was the taste of sweat from millions of people's palms (hands). Each 2 pence coin had been circulated around the world and handled by millions of people, and in the end they came back to me and I was being made to eat them.

I like the thought of having no teeth in my mouth and then taking one tooth from each person's mouth and putting it in my mouth. Eventually I have a mouth full of other people's teeth.

I would love to be shrunk and then rubberised somehow in a human ballsac drowning in spunk.

I would love to endure pin pricks all over my entire body, tiny pin pricks... It would take a long time, but eventually every inch of my body would draw blood.