I am new to this board and have been reading this thread for a few days, so here goes.

My first sexual fantasies began when I was 12 going on 13. I was walking back from the beach which was only a couple of blocks from my house. In the parking lot behind the beach house was an old van with about four rather scruffy looking men hanging around it. One of them pointed to me and called, "Hey little girl come on over here!" A second one laughed and started walking toward me, I was only about 100 feet away or so. I turned and ran as fast as I could toward home.

Nothing actually happened, but that night the "what if" fantasies began. I had no real sexual experience at that time, or for a couple of years to follow, but those fantasies fueled my adolescent brain. Bondage, spankings, forced prostitution. Every time I learned something new about sex, or sex practices, I would imagine it in my evolving fantasies.

Even today those old fantasies can get a strong reaction. I have tried writing stories, and even put one on here, but I am not very good as an author.

sandy