I have been busy with work, and have had little time for myself to actually write any repsonse to this thread.
I am taking this small time frame I have right now to thank everyone for thier thoughts, advice and suggestions.
It is always appreciated.
I only wish things were at times, cut and dry with no complications, but such is life. And of course life is what I will make it out to be.
I am not completely unhappy with my situation, but more confused and concerned that I make demands or ask things of my other half, and then realize later on that he is really not all that accepting of it, or that I may have pushed too hard or demanded too much.
I have lots of time, patience and am willing to wait and see, I do not wish to leave and wreck a perfectly good frienship/relationship, because I may in turn be selfish.
I think that time, effort and a little bit of hard earned communication, will eventually pay off for me.

And of course the advice I do receive here does help out a substantial amount.