Very true Spike. I do feel like I'm being short changed. He's always working. We have talked about it. Ad nauseum it seems. He always says he'll try, but no real tangible things seem to ever come. I have no proof that he even does try.But it seems to me that Pandora feels she is being short-changed in other categories as well. Perhaps she and her Master should discuss their relationship as a whole as much as the D/s part.
Yesterday was our 6 month anniversary, and I didn't hear a word from him. I would have contacted him, but after being put on the back burner for work so long, the last message I left him was along the lines of "you contact me in your time, because I'm tired of reaching out only to have you contact me at your convenience."
Not a pretty way to start the weekend. And this hasn't been a good way to end the weekend.
He says he wants "us", wants me. For life.
But never acts on it. I'm beginning to feel like I'm in this relationship alone.