Well... I did end up calling him. I, in many ways, resent that I had to be the one to step forward. The message was simple. I asked him to call me so we could talk and try to fight for and save "us".

Without other means, I was limited... and I don't want to lose this without fighting. I never want to look back and say "what if?"

If he doesn't call... which I can't imagine... then I'll have my answer.

So now... I wait.