Pandora,

Wow, I feel like I could've written pretty much the exact same post that you just did above. So please know that I'm thinking good thoughts for you as I think them for my own D/s relationship.

I don't know about you, but dealing with all this is kind-of tearing me up...and I hate that I have trouble concentrating on school, work, etc. b/c of it. I guess it's been awhile since I was the needier of the two people in a relationship. I really care about this one though. That's what makes it so incredibly hard.

Take care,

eb