I want to be able to express my submissive side fully.
To serve and be controlled, and to have someone understand and appreciate how I feel.

This may be an impossibility though, and for now I can only live vicariously through others' posts and stories.
Feeling lost and alone most times, I think that the one thing I long for the most is Peace of Mind.

Sometimes it would be nice to be able to accept things the way they are; or even to be able to embrace change and not be afraid of it.