Right now we are still pushing the limits of what I am willing to ask and what she is willing to do very slowly.

Forcing her or asking her into any position I liked used to be our main thing but now we are starting to experiment with physical pain. This is both hard and fun on both of us. I don't want to hurt her and she feels the pain like anyone would. But at the same time I like how physical pain reinforces the domination that I like so much and so does she.

I have no idea what the future will bring. Will we go deeper into bdsm or move away?