A Dark and Confusing Fantasy

[leo9]

My mind goes back and forth: Gay, or straight (or both?????) maybe i should hit a shrink. . .

Well, hitting shrinks is a good idea, but that's another story :-)

I don't think you're gay or straight, I think you're sub. I've had a lot of male subs over the years, and they often say "I'm not gay but I want you to fuck me or force me to suck you". And I used to think they were bi and couldn't admit it, but I've come to the conclusion that they're just submissive.

They want to be dominated by someone, sex doesn't matter. And when they're in the mood to want to be really degraded, being used by a man is the worst thing they can imagine. If they were really gay, it wouldn't have the same kick for them.

(I did once hear from someone who claimed to be a lesbian sub who wanted to submit to a man because it was the most degrading thing that could happen to her: but she never showed, so I doubt if she was genuine.)

[Rob5]

gogo,

After reading your dark and cofusing fantasy, I was reminded of my own. Despite always being straight and never being with a man, I do have a recurring fantasy of being dominated and humiliated by other men.

My fantasy involves me sitting on a bench in front of my locker at the gym. This feminine gay guy approaches me and I can see out of the corner of my eye that he is naked. I keep my head down and tie my shoes as he stands right in front of me and starts asking me if I work out at the gym often and do I live in the area.

For some reason I pick my head up for a second and his cock is eye level with me. It is huge, soft, thick and uncut. I put my hed back down. I finish tieing my shoes, get up, and before I curse at him calling him a fucking faggot and walk out.

A couple of days later, late in the evening at the gym, he and a bunch of gay guys he knows jump me as I get out of the shower. They are all different types, muscular guys, feminine guys, young guys and much older men. Some have just come from working out and are all sweaty.

They force me to my knees in front of the guy I called a faggot and make me stare at his hard huge cock before forcing me to suck on it. As they force my head back and forth on his cock, I am embaressed because I start to feel my own cock get hard, I have my hands over it, out they pull them away and now everyone can see that my cock is fully hard. They all start laughing at me. The guy whose cock I am sucking pulls his cock from my mouth and says "who is the faggot now?" He wants me to say in front of everyone that I am a faggot. I hesitate and someone reaches down and squeezes my balls. I say it softly, he tells me to sceram out loud that I am a little faggot. I scream it out loud "I'm a little faggot!" my face is beet red and everyone laughs at me.

He then turns around and bends over and tells me to stick my tounge up his asshole. I cant believe he is going to ake me do that. He spreads his ass wide and I see his sweaty hole. Someone pushes my face in his sweaty ass and tells me to lick. I can feel him pushing his asshole against my tounge and he tells me to stick it inside as far up as I can. My tounge slides up his asshole and I taste his ass all over my tounge. Soon his asshole is loose and my entire tounge slides in and out. After a while he turns around and makes me suck his cock again, then he makes me ask him to please cum in my mouth. He shoots a huge lad over my tonge, filling my mouth. He tells me not to swallow, but to show everyone my full mouth. He them makes me swish it around my mouth before I swallow it.

He then proceeds to make me suck off every one, drink all their cum as well as ream out their assholes. They make me swllow their piss and then they fuck my ass until my asshole is gaping and dripping cum. Finally the original guy I cursed out has me on my back and is fucking my ass with my legs up in the air. He tells me he is going to prove to everyone I am gay by making me cum while he fucks me. As he pounds my ass one of the other guys strokes my cock. He makes me beg him to fuck me hard. He tells me to keep repeating out loud " I'm a faggot" as he fucks me hard and the other guy strokes me faster. He is making me scream it at the top of my lungs, I try to not cum, he pounds his huge cock in and out my ass, I am yelling "I am a faggot!" and as I yell it my cock explodes in huge squirts of cum as this other guy jerks me off. They are all laughing and shouting as I close my eyes and try to hide my face in shame.

The guy pulls out of my ass and says this is just the beging and that he is going to tun me into a gay slut and make me service many more guys both publicly and privately.

As I said, I have only been with women, but I have had that fantasy.

[Donnagurl]

gogo,

After reading your dark and cofusing fantasy, I was reminded of my own. Despite always being straight and never being with a man, I do have a recurring fantasy of being dominated and humiliated by other men.

My fantasy involves me sitting on a bench in front of my locker at the gym. This feminine gay guy approaches me and I can see out of the corner of my eye that he is naked. I keep my head down and tie my shoes as he stands right in front of me and starts asking me if I work out at the gym often and do I live in the area.

For some reason I pick my head up for a second and his cock is eye level with me. It is huge, soft, thick and uncut. I put my hed back down. I finish tieing my shoes, get up, and before I curse at him calling him a fucking faggot and walk out.

A couple of days later, late in the evening at the gym, he and a bunch of gay guys he knows jump me as I get out of the shower. They are all different types, muscular guys, feminine guys, young guys and much older men. Some have just come from working out and are all sweaty.

They force me to my knees in front of the guy I called a faggot and make me stare at his hard huge cock before forcing me to suck on it. As they force my head back and forth on his cock, I am embaressed because I start to feel my own cock get hard, I have my hands over it, out they pull them away and now everyone can see that my cock is fully hard. They all start laughing at me. The guy whose cock I am sucking pulls his cock from my mouth and says "who is the faggot now?" He wants me to say in front of everyone that I am a faggot. I hesitate and someone reaches down and squeezes my balls. I say it softly, he tells me to sceram out loud that I am a little faggot. I scream it out loud "I'm a little faggot!" my face is beet red and everyone laughs at me.

He then turns around and bends over and tells me to stick my tounge up his asshole. I cant believe he is going to ake me do that. He spreads his ass wide and I see his sweaty hole. Someone pushes my face in his sweaty ass and tells me to lick. I can feel him pushing his asshole against my tounge and he tells me to stick it inside as far up as I can. My tounge slides up his asshole and I taste his ass all over my tounge. Soon his asshole is loose and my entire tounge slides in and out. After a while he turns around and makes me suck his cock again, then he makes me ask him to please cum in my mouth. He shoots a huge lad over my tonge, filling my mouth. He tells me not to swallow, but to show everyone my full mouth. He them makes me swish it around my mouth before I swallow it.

He then proceeds to make me suck off every one, drink all their cum as well as ream out their assholes. They make me swllow their piss and then they fuck my ass until my asshole is gaping and dripping cum. Finally the original guy I cursed out has me on my back and is fucking my ass with my legs up in the air. He tells me he is going to prove to everyone I am gay by making me cum while he fucks me. As he pounds my ass one of the other guys strokes my cock. He makes me beg him to fuck me hard. He tells me to keep repeating out loud " I'm a faggot" as he fucks me hard and the other guy strokes me faster. He is making me scream it at the top of my lungs, I try to not cum, he pounds his huge cock in and out my ass, I am yelling "I am a faggot!" and as I yell it my cock explodes in huge squirts of cum as this other guy jerks me off. They are all laughing and shouting as I close my eyes and try to hide my face in shame.

The guy pulls out of my ass and says this is just the beging and that he is going to tun me into a gay slut and make me service many more guys both publicly and privately.

As I said, I have only been with women, but I have had that fantasy.

Gosh, Rob - I do that all the time, & love it!

[Ranai]

Bump. I thought this thread might be worth taking another look at.

Here someone who has not had a real rape experience has contributed an example of a rape fantasy.

Note the interesting comment by leo9:

I've come to the conclusion that they're just submissive.
They want to be dominated by someone, sex doesn't matter.

All male–female–straight–bi–gay questions aside:
Where would you say lie the differences in attitude towards a rape fantasy, between people who have survived a real trauma, and people who have not experienced such a crime in reality?
And those of you who are survivors and have rape fantasies, do you perceive similarities, differences? What do you think about gogo's post and the responses?