I paid attention and I didn't think it was one bit whiny.

You've been through a hell of a lot recently. Physically, you've been through so much these last several months. Emotionally, you've been through even more. Life has been throwing curve balls at you and it has got to be difficult to keep fielding them all. You've been up, you've been down, twisted and turned every which way. It amazes me that you seem to keep it together as you do. I know I couldn't do it.

Ok, so all that said, "what??", you ask. If you want my thought on it, here it is. Give yourself some time. Time to feel, time to process it all, time to breathe. See what you think afterwards.

I believe it's possible to be whoever you want to be and be normal in that.

by Psynymph
i would kill to keep them safe, i would steal and cheat to keep them happy, i would put my life completely on hold to help them. i would do all this without even thinking. they are my children
That's awesome.