A scary "Surprise!"

[Eraser]

I've had a very simular (thought not as drastic) happen very recently. A girl messged me through a personals site I read her profile and she seemed rather interesting. We talked casually about life and non detailed explinations of her past involvement. The conversations were candid but never graphic or detailed then about mid summer after about 2 months of conversation, she informed me she was 17. I cut off contact with her instantly. Told her that until she was 18 I wouldn't discuss anything even remotly related to Sex or sexuality or BDSM and to drop me a line when she was legal. She turns 18 in ironicly 18 more days. I'm really curious to see if she emails back.

back a few years ago I met a girl in a rolplaying room (non BDSM by label but it was damn close) this got more then a little cyber rampent. This was back in the mid 90's, webcam's and digital camera were still not common place. As our conversations got more and more personal and out of the game things finally they went to phone calls. She had a bit of a young voice, but had told me that she had always been teased about her "squeeky" voice and stupidly I accepted that answer and she was promising she was 18. Conversations, email, etc lasted for just over a year. She was also out of state from me, well as luck would have it I had to travel for work and double lucky (I thought) I had a 6 hour layover (okay, it had been a two hour but I had the travel agent make it longer) that was about 100 miles from where she said she lived. We talked more and eventually she agreed to meet. Finally we met in person and I nearly died. She was 15. The meeting was extermly short to say the least and I got the hell out of there. I was a bit heartbroken at the fabrication I had developed emotions for. I got email after email that I never responded to other then to tell her she was underage and I wouldn't continue.

about 4 years ago I got a random message (I've used the same nick online since almost the begining) where I was basiclly ripped a new asshole by someone how I had been the love of there life and walked away, and ignored them she had been in therapy because of my "abandonment". On and on but wouldn't tell me who it was for the longest time finally she did at it was her.

People wonder why I don't do the online thing anymore