I have tried to talk about the scene with the only people I feel comfortable with, and the results were less than spectacular. I've got one friend who's convinced it was the great romantic beautiful thing - because he saw positive colors coming from it... Talking with him about my negative feelings is like trying to have an intelligent conversation with a wood chuch, only makes one noise and keeps repeating it over and over again. My other friend, just seems to take a disinterest in this whole thing and I'm not going to press them for information. They are lifestyle, we just don't seem to connect on this issue.

-Sullied