Quote Originally Posted by Eraser
This why I made the point I did about jealousy I think you WANTED her to be yours at that party, and I think if only in pretense of being there with you made you feel i some way she was, then when she scene'ed with the host it established in your mind that she wasn't. You felt the obligation of responsibility for her as if she was yours at least under your protection. That is my perception of it all.
I am not sure what I felt during that night in respect to whether or not she was mine. I can say this though, we had talked about scening before the party and maybe about doing something there. It came to crunch time and I couldn't do it or wasn't interested in doing it any more. Giving it more thought now, I think maybe I felt I'd wimped out or something (other words escape me right now). OK, I think maybe now I'm ready to admit I was jealous. I was jealous because he was doing something I wanted to do, but wimped out of doing, I think anyways...what an interesting way for me to interpret jealousy.

-Sullied