Well, first of all I knew all my life that something is "different" in me, as years passed I learned more and more about this little dirty secret. I am not in the "scene" however if inner bdsm life does not count

As I got permanent access to the world wide web, I instantly found myself in a virtual community of bdsm-ers viewing a lot of nasty sites I found matching
to my desires.

As I was searching for bdsm stories, I came upon this site via the google search engine listing...and since then I am here, lurking for new stories for my liking. Besides I found the chat-room very appealing. It is great to interactively share ideas with people who are "suffering" in the same disease

So I keep coming back, but yet I am a newbie to the forums which I only lately discovered. It seems that on each occasion I come here I feel more and more comfortable to be amongst you, folks!

As for why some people come and go? I think they do not really got that "disease" which needs feeding...

Joyfully yours,
ashsoul

ps. sorry for my english