I think what he liked the most was just pleasing me. We were leaving the casino one night and we had both had a few drinks, and I told him to do something and he wouldn't do it, so I kept telling him to do it, then it just started from there and before I knew it we were shopping for him a collar and leash.

It was exciting for me to have someone doing as I wanted, and wanting to please me so much.

But the more I think about it the more I'd like to try my hand at subing. I don't know if he would be willing to thou. Like I said he really had a bad experience with this in the past, he was a dom. But I probably wouldn't be doing any of this unless he hadn't brought it up and was so willing to talk to me about details about bdsm.

Sorry, I know this is confusing, I am very.........

TY!