hmm...
I have never been thin, nor am i old, am just about 28, my master is 38 soon.
I was nto sexually exerienced ( I had never even kissed a man in my life before ) when i first heard about BDSM ( well i mean first heard the word ). I always liked the subject when seeing it on tv, and i must admit i always fantasised about it one way or the other.
when i was nearly 25 i found out that bdsm exists, by accident. some guy pm'ed me and started telling me this abduction story, making me the main part, giving me tasks like a list of words to stick into his stories. I thought he was weird but i liked it a lot. he stopped talking to me as back then i refused to call him sir. i found it weird and shy (still am ) .
2 months later i was bored and searched the web and came along several bdsm sites. i thought i might just give it a go and look in chat, got myself a new yahoo id so my friends woudln't find out and off i went. from there on it went fast although it was about a year before i first met a dom in r/l to play. I met a few in the next months. the first time i had sex was roughly 2 years ago, less even. the main thing for me was pain and submitting. i refused to have sex.
I met my current master last year in august, very rushed after 2 days in chat ( i know not safe but i did it, i had to ).
i think the main thing that first hooked me to bdsm chat was that i was accepted and i didn't think of myself as weird anymore. although chat was not good enough after a short while hence i tried to meet people and get into r/l. which luckily i managed and i would never ever go back.

the thing that was stated yesterday that most young people in bdsm are thin and older ones are fat is sooooo untrue. i meet a lot of people at munches and clubs and they come in all shapes no matter what the age. i dont think there are any more 'fat' woman in bdsm than there are in nilla life.

oki enuff now...

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