My av? It was a photo I seen alllonngg time ago, it's always captivated me. I love the goth image, very archaic looking and magic has always been an interest of mine, "magic tricks" and "magik" alike. (but let me tell you, it's not fun to be an escape artist type when your into bondage.... thumbcuffs no longer work on me so I stopped doing that a while ago). Plus she looks like a vampire

And Ruby, it's not so much the pain... but the essence of punishment. I actually sat down the other day and thought about it for a while, and for some reason I feel the need to be punished... not sure what I did, but the act of punishment just feels... right to me and puts my mind a little more at ease. I honestly don't think I'll ever be punished enough.... which sometimes scares me, makes me feel like there's some big cosmic thing I'm trying to atone for.

Also, I should probably add this, even thought it'll probably sound really weird, but it seems very much like pain / punishment acts like a kind of meditation, a centering of myself or a focus for my mind.

You bet I'd be the one leaving the love bites! But only with permission from my master/mistress