LTP, i'd have to say i'd probably agree with everyone else, he isn't a good person, for you personally, as a dom or as a person. However, when someone can be charming and, as TG points out, sexually appealing, it's so very, very difficult, so i hope you find the strength to make the right decision and stick to it. Try to focus not on how he once made you feel, but how he makes you feel and worry now, because i wouldn't mind betting that negative thoughts like worry, unease etc currently outweigh any good.

Goodluck and we're always here for you to come and talk to, sound off at etc.

*big hugs*

sl