To Let Go or Not??

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I'm pretty sure there is steam coming out of my ears here....but ok I'll try to calm down some and reply as you have asked me to LTP......

Don't e-mail me with your bitter remarks that I AM
mean.

He said it himself...."I AM mean"

I've got new for ya...it's because you're MARRIED ! I refused to let myself get any closer than I already had to you. When I felt INSIDE MYSELF that I was caring TOO MUCH for a MARRIED woman I shut off a lot of the communication. Period.

Bullshit....you never shut off communication it you want things to work....you expand it....idiot....and if he had a problem with you being married he should have stayed away in the first place....double, self-serving, idiot

Oh...and FYI...slaves don't dis-own Masters...Masters release slaves upon request and careful consideration.
Take that into your next relationship should you choose to stay in some form of the "lifestyle".

TG said it best...."Dumbass..."....but let me add that slaves/subs, whatever, you do have a choice and you can move on....sounds like he wanted you to think that all the choices were in his hands and none in yours...which would also explain why he didn't want you talking and learning with people on this site.....hhmmmpppffff.....I think it deserves caps this time...DUMBASS

From my perspective it's YOU who doesn't
understand...not me. I tried to see you...you had reasons you couldn't.

As for me...and my world...I'm moving to another state in a month. I've know for a little over a month. That has left me not quite three months to find an office, sell my house, find somewhere to live, and still continue to try and make a living. I've been painting my house every night after work for the last ten days. I'm tired...I just took a break to check my mail tonight and got this. I listed my house lastnight, and they are already showing it tomorrow at noon...and it's not ready. I have to go to another state next weekend for a survey on a boat I have under contract...I'm driving so I can
pick up the buyer in another city and state. Then...the following WEEK I'll be in another state working 12 hr. days on my feet at a Boat Show. THEN I get home, and the following weekend I have to deliver some guy's boat...that puts me at the first of March. At which point my house needs to be sold, and I have to open an office, and find a place to live within' ten days.".

Ok so what are you supposed to be a mind reader?....Mister I-cut-off-communication wants to dump all this on you as a last minute guilt trip?!...pppfffftttt......self-important, why-can't-you-read-my-fucking-mind, asshole!....also....he probably didn't tell you any of this because he knows you would realize that a man that can't manage his own life any better than that obviously cannot manage anything else.....especially the tender care and keeping of a submissive's heart

You're right...I've been soooooo selfish (my name)...I've been nothing but mean and nasty to you...how did you
ever stand it?.

Again....he said it himself....so he knows just how rotten he is inside...I know he is intending this to be sarcastic, but I look at it as a break through of honesty on his part

You take care of yourself too my dear, and good luck
with your future.

Don't worry...I won't contact you again.

Two words.....GOOD RIDDANCE

So there it is....a very painful read, eh?? Btw I deleted places and my real name with "another state" and "my name"! I will honor his privacy even though he isn't worth it because as lucy said...I don't want to lower myself to his level. And no... I did not reply!

I want to say too that I know that this is painful for you LTP.....connecting with someone and having to cut that connection, for whatever reason(s), is painful....but I believe you did the right thing...but I know it still hurts....so you know where I am if you want to talk with me and just spill out whatever needs to get out to cleanse it out of your system

And I want to add that this guy doesn't have issues...he has a subscription....so please keep that in mind when you (and I know you will, cause I would to) get to those points where you think, "Maybe it is was my fault".....It's not a fault to look out for your own desires and interests and try to find a way to express them.....and he should have been encouraging you to do just that, not trying to emotionally beat you down....emotionally impotant dickhead

Was that calm enough?

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