not an atheist, and only somewhat an agnostic....mix in a bit of Buddhist philosophies and a whole lot of reality and knowledge about people (street smarts) and you get me.
Frankly I live in the here and now...to be completely honest I never have been able to picture myself as "old" or "older". My future is blank when I think about it. I've always had this odd feeling I'll not live very long, not suicidal just a weird feeling that I'm not going to live to be 50 or 60 or whatever. Turning 20 this year is a shock to me....I was shocked I made it to 18, let alone 19.