Oh, ltp...*gives you big hugs*....reading that last post, it really hit home to me how fucking brave you are...it is SO hard to give someone up..to suffer withdrawal symptoms, when you 'could' have them back..whether or not it's the right thing to do....serious, serious respect.

As for love, heh, well, love is about taking risks...and love is never perfection, IMO, but it's about having enough and being cared for enough to cause other things to become insignificant...hence, it's not about you waiting for perfection, but waiting for someone worthy enough of your time and being good enough for the odd flaw not to matter. But right now, don't fret about all that, concentrate on you, i know that sounds trite, but you're a wonderful person and don't need to necessarily be sharing that to enjoy life, keep you all for yourself for now!

Love

lucy x