Hello toots!
Welcome, and PLEASE!!!!!, don't be scared. Normal sex can be quite boring. There is nothing wrong with exploring your sexual gratification, unless, of course, you are a strictly practicing Moslem, or Catholic.
I, for one, am glad you found this most wonderful site to explore your deepest sexual fantasies on!
The people in here are intelligent, professional , "normal" folk who understand that the future of the human race revolves around personal freedom, privacy, and intellectual choices ( not to mention the mind-blowing orgasms!!!!!).
So, again, welcome, enjoy, learn, and above all.......DON'T BE SHY!