Jade, honey,

What a big learning day you've had. So sorry to hear about the emotional roller coaster and happy your sense of humor is back.

The hardest part for me about experimenting with my likes and dislikes is finding things out about myself that I might not have ever guessed or even thought of. In theory, we can all say, no, I wouldn't like that or sure it sounds great, but then reality comes crashing in and whoa - it's often a surprise.

Forgive yourself and do take some time to think about what you liked, what you'd do differently and what you don't want to repeat.

"I really think there should be a place like DMV for BDSM toy operation..." - Perfect analogy.

Big hugs and kisses to brave, beautiful you,

Ruby