Ruby,

Yes it was a big learning day for me and you are right I was totally taken by surprise. Master and I chatted for a while this afternoon. This new knowledge about myself is pretty scary but I am finding it kind of exciting too. We decided for my own safety that it would be best if I let him decide how we precede. Like you he says we should take it very slowly.

I did realize today something Master has been trying to get me to understand for quite sometime and that is that I am not alone. I have people who will help me whenever I need it. That more than anything is the real lesson I learned today.

My only task if I chose was to stay off the computer, take a bubble bath, put on a comfy robe, eat something and watch a little TV for part of the night. I decided to obey. He also suggested an early night, which I believe I will obey that too.

It is amazing how a very bad day can turn out to be one of the best days of your life.
It doesn’t happen often to me so I will always treasure this day and the people who made it special.