Jade's Master's thread

[Jadetiger]

I have no idea as to how long it will take to go away, but you may have done it because you may have been rubbing your eye a little to much. From to much abrasion, the capillary may have ruptured.

Nightstriker,
I was rubbing my eyes a lot the day before this happened so you have the solved the mystery for me Sherlock Holmes. Please take this as a great compliment. I am a great fan of detective mysteries.

Ah, Jade I hope you are feeling better by this evening, you have been through a lot and have been tested. I believe you have surpassed a huge mile stone in your journey just relizing and validating your emotions. That is a big step in a finding how far you will go to please Master. I was once told that "Master knows what is best for me"

You have given him that role so let it be, and know that the next task will come easier to you maybe, and believe you haven't failed in anyway. Sounds to me that your Master is caring and very proud of you.

Crying is good for you to release those emotions and then you can go forward with a fresh outlook.

Again big hugs, and loving thoughts to you!

T

Ps I also think the these products should come with more instuctions than,
WARNING: This is a novelty product. But look we have more in different colors and sizes. ( I went shopping today) to buy a new butt plug, looked for instructions NOPE not one word about how to use. Not to mention care for these products, Thank goodness for the employees that work there, as embarrassing as it is, to look at someone and ask how much lube do I need or do you think it is to big Oh yea one last thing, I have to use special soap?

WannabeXopsed,
My master was extremely proud of my obedience and the completion of the task. He was not happy that I did not stop when I hurt myself. He also said it was his fault that it happened and not mine. I remember telling him he was a great Dom for me and that most other Doms would have sent me into hiding along time ago. I have been thinking about it and I am not an easy sub to work with. I now realize my inability to show him my whole body hinders him from ensuring for my safety. He has been trying to use logic, patience and even command to help me over come this but none of it has worked. My master is not my husband and my husband is not in this life style. As illogical as it sounds keeping my body from my master makes my husband the true master of my heart. This has allowed me to explore my needs and desires without having my heart laden with guilt.

I am sure my master is trying to figure out how to proceed with this limitation. His pleasure comes from my willingness to serve and watching as I discover news things about myself as I take my journey into submissiveness. It was suppose to mentally and physically arouse me, but enduring extreme pain was not part of this task. Like my master I have some things to figure out. My safety is a great concern for him and I need to help him so he can feel confident that it will not be an issue in the future. I believe my master’s slave will be adding a couple of pretty corsets to his toy collection. This should give him the access he needs to ensure for my safety and still keep the promise I made to myself.

I agree with you on surpassing a huge milestone here and I am lucky to have a master who will make sure I take baby steps in exploring this side of myself. I can image his pleasure when he finally gets my body and mind in sync and has me orgasming from my pain as well. I am making myself hot just thinking about it.

This has happened to me too, I went to see the doc about it and he said as long as it does not get bigger or hurts it will go away by itself... it did after about a week.... even with both eyes back to normal I still scare chlidren and small animals, go figure... L

LBoolean,
It would seem I will get to but a pair of sunglasses after all. Thanks