Welcome last sub! You sound like a really interesting person, great to have you here. We have a couple BDSM photographers (check out the Erotic Pictures forum) who may be able to help you find and deal with models... I'm sorry to hear your luck has been so bad!

Are you teaching HS photography? I tried to teach history...almost through my MiT, but when I got to my internship *shudders* I loved the kids, but couldn't deal with the other teachers/beauracracy/NCLB stuff.

And that's got to be rough...the position and the small town thing...good luck, and I hope we can be your outlet, at least a little bit. Self bondage and kinky stories, yay!