OK, I avoided this discussion because I don't want to be thinking professionally when my sexuality is involved.

However sticking with the original question, and only for myself, I know for a fact I have been bondage oriented all my life.

It was enhanced as a young child and being in the hospital often, and being restrained, but every memory I have about fantasy and sexual exploration involved being controlled and helpless.

I am very satisfied as my owners 24/7 slave, and feel at last all those years of feeling, if not being told outright my desires were perverted have been satisfied. Now it is no olonger just the ever present thought in my head, it is my life.

veru, a happy happy slave