My Introduction

[MsTerry]

Hello - I have been lurking for some time now - not that I am shy but could get my old computer to log in properly. New computer - time to come out and play . I have always been a huge fan of the stories on alebeards site since I was legally old enough and love reading the stories on this site. I figured that since I have learned so much from so many about this lifestyle through the posts in the forum it was time to actively join and let you all know how much I appreciate your ideas, opinions, and knowledge. Great admirer of TourGuide and Finding Fantasy, Nikka Jones – so glad you are back with us – I have been praying for your continuing recovery, Red Eva, Curtis, Jadetiger, jaeangel, slave lucy, mobius, erotic nibbles and so many more of you. I know that I will learn so much more. I know I have always been subservient and I have attributed it to being asian but it is a dark part of me I have kept hidden. My secret fantasy is to be ordered around and dominated by a strong American man. Most other asian women I have talked to also share my same belief that we find American men more attractive than asian men. (Sorry asian gentleman maybe I am wrong and I just know what I like ). The uniform stereotype for me is also true – the idea of cops or other uniformed authority figures with black leather gloves disciplining me is just yummy! Anyway more about me at another time – If you are curious just ask – I am open to any questions and can’t wait to jump on some threads with my thoughts. My inner subservient self feels that I should admit a secret to everyone as well – to do any less after I have listened to everyone else’s thoughts, ideas, and secrets just feels wrong. (deep cleansing breath) I have had a crush on Gary Wilcox for over a year since I first started reading the forum post (blushes). His early posts about what he looked for in a woman hooked me completely and have been reading ever since. I have many short stories inspired by him that maybe one day I’ll have the courage to share. Until then I will continue to fantasize that he would one day be my Master and that I could spend my days at his feet and giving him hours of massaging and pampering wanting ever so much to please him. To want nothing more than to see those dark, brooding, and compelling eyes of his avatar look down into mine with possession. (blushes again – horrified that I actually am writing this but will not delete it out ). Again I look forward to getting to know all of you more and more about myself and nurturing my submissive ways.