I am soo very saddened to hear that i do know that in real life it isn't any fun and leaves perminate damaging scares. I hope you all the best at a happy life. As for having one of Chris's friends help out i was thinking only in the very begining of tieing and blindfolding and then chris would take over from there i don't think Chris in any way could let another man touch me it would drive him crazy.
In my head at the time it was happening it wouldn't be a rp but because it would be Chris that is doing it and he knows my limits and my reactions i don't think it would be as tramatic as a real rape after it was done. but then again its just me thinkin again.
I like the idea of sharing the stories with him to make it just like you had imagined it.