FF,Originally Posted by Finding_Fantasy
I would love to read of your experiences as a submissive. I truly don't think being beaten would make me horny either but at this point I really wouldn't know. I understand where you are coming. I don't feel like I fit in either sometimes but what I have learned is that if you are doing what makes your Dom and you feel good then it is right. I truly would love to hear about the non-sexual type of submissiveness. The urge to please and serve someone on a more basic and mental level. This is the part of being a submissive that I can't seem to grasp totally. Everyone talks about a submissive mindset and it means different things to different people. While I can perform my tasks successfully I feel like I have still not succeeded because I do not do it all for my master's pleasure. So in some people’s eyes I have the wrong mind set for a submissive and need to be trained to have the right mindset. This will never happen for me. While I can be commanded to do tasks I can’t be force to feel something I really don’t. So your submissiveness really intrigues me. One that is more on a mental level and emotional level. I hope you start talking about the other elements. I believe there are a lot of sub’s that feel the way you do and are just to shy to talked about it. I personally need to hear this kind of discussion from people other than Doms. I want the Sub’s point of view. Thanks FF
Jade