Originally Posted by e.b.
thanks so much eb. I'm glad you were able to extract what my tired mind was trying to convey.
subthoughts- I just want to say how your post rang to me. I have spent an awful lot of time learning of the mental, and for me the mental will be during sexual submission. like you, I'm not sure if it's that I don't have it in me or a variety of other reasons, but by no means do I think it lessens your desires or anyone with strictly sexual submissive desires regardless how deep those desires even go (level of pain, etc).
That is what I have spent time learning here (that everyones levels and desires are different and are none the less than a 24/7 submissive) and I truly hope that no one would tell you any different.
Do what feels right for you and be happy.
~os