Having read stories in the library for quite some time, I finally found the forum today and began to explore. Since I am on a quest for (1) an answer to the question of how much submission I want to live in the real world, (2) master right and (3) delicious orgasms, self induced or not, I am sure that I can find join some interesting discussions here.

I live in Germany and have enjoyed online stories about sexual submission since I was about sixteen. I'll leave it to you to imagine what BDSM library meant for me during the last seven years - especially during some dry spells without a boyfriend.

In the flesh, I was a sexual submissive to a boyfriend shortly after I discovered my love for submission in stories, although we never used the terminology or talked about it in a very meaningful way. Still, I topped him from the bottom well enough to have my first orgasm during intercourse

Since then, I have been mostly alone save for a couple vanilla trysts (although I gave one or two of the guys quite a submissive show) and try to decide whether I want to partner up with somebody live. The idea always seemed crazy as soon as the tingling stopped, but somehow it doesn't go away - so here I am