My addictions are the fantasy of the flesh -- or the warmth of the skin - the contrast of two bodies next to each other - but I also like to celebrate that contrast more - think of the coldness of steel when it is right next to your skin for the first time - but then it warms -- the contrast goes away --
Think of the act of sex too - the invading nature of the act - yet - that slips away to a point where (as some people have called it) making the beast with two backs
So the concept of contrast itself - has a changing effect - things can't be forever in contrast -for all elements change -and with proximity - things merge and become one --
oneness is the opposite of contrast --
but some times -- I think too much --
I think because my mind wanders -- is haunted - is seeking - looking to find the beauty in contrast always - seeking the oneness with love and beauty.