I enjoyed reading the paragraph quite a bit - not so much for the nature of the fantasy itself (although it is the sort of thing that I would enjoy seeing), but for the fact that you shared it with us. I always find it interesting when people jump in and share a piece of themselves that they have doubts about.

Just one question - do you find that the fantasy has a stronger resonance now, or makes you feel different, now that you have shared it with us strangers?