Quote Originally Posted by write4jetc
Everytime I login, there is a new member that has joined.

<peering around in the dark corners>Where are you? Please, join in, we won't hurt you - well, unless you want us to, that is! And even then, you have to beg first.

Tell us who you are, where you are, your special interests and delights - you know, anything.

And if you're a sub, looking for an on-line MIstress, let me know ...
I am a new member, wondering if I am following directions correctly, Please help me know what to do. I saw the advertisement for training. I am a professional accountant and must be discreet but am very interested in exploring the feelings I have. I have tried other places and have found nothing but kooks. I would like a female Mistress as it has always excited me thinking about it. I have a limited experience but have always been disappointed as people would tire of me, be looking to beat me senseless (or have me do it to myself) with no understanding the real meaning a submission is mental. I have tried doing it to myself. Making a deck of cards with various instructions, but it has left me empty. I have gone out and tried to pretend I am under someones control but it still is empty because I am really a chicken as I can't trust a stranger. For a brief time I had one on line, but maybe I am too needy. I love to write and want to please someone in anyway asked if it is what they want. I read the stories in the library and love the ones which are real (or could be). Not the ones where the girl is put on a foot wide stake imbeded up to her stomach etc etc.
Please write and either help me or send me somewhere I might be able to learn and be it and not under what I want or think I want.
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