Under New Management or Meeting A New Dom

[Jadetiger]

Saracen and I found some time tonight. I was not expecting to talk to him until Monday. I had to begged and pleaded so he would let me wear the bulldog clamps. Sometimes I think I'm a totally different person when I am with him. I knew he wanted me to and I needed to do it for him. Maybe it was the fact that we haven't talked all week. I spent most of the week thinking about when I would have to wear the clamps and I just had to wear them for him. I got the impression that my begging pleased him. You know I really should feel humiliated but I don't. He let me wear them so in away I won. Strange way to look at it after you have one of those clamps attached to your nipple but I begged again so he would let me put one on the other nipple. Each time was for a count of 15. I was even more pitiful when I was begging to wear them both at the same time. I can’t believe I told him I had to have it and that I desperately needed it but the truth is I did. Saracen let me wear them for a count of 30. Saracen said that was enough but I wanted more. Luckily I needed to put the baby to bed so it saved me from groveling to be tortured more. I don’t know what it is but I feel like I can almost anything when he is around. Pain wise that is. I know it is not true but he does make me feel that way. I am sure we will be working on other things that will not be so exciting to me and Saracen did say it would not be so pleasant as time passes. I know he is telling the truth but even that excites me.