Jade groaned through her clinched teeth as the fifteenth lash bite into her skin. She couldn’t do it. She could not make herself go back. The sweat ran down Jade’s her back stinging the welts she had already received making each strike burn. Elizabeth’s distress was all around her. I will not give up Yuri. You can do this you stupid bitch just focus. Jade forced herself back in time. The sound of leather hitting flesh filled her head and she stood before the closed door in her mind. Fire burned at her back but fear keeps her from opening the door. The fire scolded and burned her flesh but she could not scream but it did force her through the door.

Jade was a child hiding in a closet again listening to her father beat her sister. She could hear her sisters and the sound of the belt hitting her flesh. It seemed like it went on forever. She wanted to do was scream to but she knew if I made a sound he would find her. Jade stayed hidden in the closet listening to her sisters sobs until she heard her father leave the house to go to the garage. She ran to her sister’s room and opened the door. Charlotte started screaming and yelling at her to get out of her room. She ran and hid in her favorite hiding spot until she saw her mother’s car. Daddy told her that he punished Charlotte and mama went to her room. Jade remember following and thinking when mama saw what daddy had done she would finally make him leave. Jade still remember the disappointment. Children can be so foolish. Tears streamed down Jade’s face as the memories flooded her. Her mother’s words to her sister still rang in her ears. You know it hurt him more to have to punish you than it did for you to be spanked.

Jade was trapped in her memories and the closet disappeared. The flames licked at her back and she was forced to another door.
Jade struggled against the pain as the fire tore away pieces of her back with trembling hands she open the door.

Her sister stayed in her room for the next couple of days but we had a school function to attend and my mother insisted that my sister had to go. It was in the middle of summer. Jade remembered her sister coming out of her room in a pair of shorts. Jade wanted to throw up. The front and back of her thighs and calves where covered in dark black stripes. No one said a word as they got in the car and drove to school. She remembered sitting in the car thinking that when people saw this that they would save them. Children can always look for hope where there is none, but no one helped them or even said a word about her sister’s legs. Jade remembered hiding for the rest of the day. She also got grounded for running off to play as my mother put it. Jade could only imagine the shame and humiliation her sister felt that day. Jade also realized how devastated she must have felt to know that no one was going to rescue us.

Tears streamed down Elizabeth face as she raised the whip again. Praying to every god she ever heard about that this would be the last door. Yuri would never forgive and she would never forgive herself. Jade had already taken 60 lashes and her back was cut to ribbons.

The memory faded and the fires of hell where at her back again but she could not open the door in front of her. The pain of her childhood was more than she could handle. She burned in hell first. Elizabeth forced her way into Jade’s mind. “Open the door “, Elizabeth screamed. Jade tired to fight the command but she was already inside the room.

It had been a couple of months later when she did something very stupid. Jade was playing in the bathroom and put a whole tube of Polygrip down the sink. Jade was maybe 8 or 9 at the time. When her father found out he was furious. She remembered he lined all 3 of us girls in a row and asked who had done it. Jade couldn’t breath, move or even speak she was so afraid. He said if someone didn’t speak they would all get a spanking. Jade knew the right thing was to tell the truth but she couldn’t. She was terrified. Then Jade heard her older sister say that she had done it. Jade remembered him telling her to go to her room and telling Jade to take her baby sister outside. Even from outside Jade could hear the belt. Jade was so ashamed that her sister was taking a beating that was meant for her that she had started throwing up. Her sister never mentioned the beating and wore jeans for the rest of the summer.

The screams poured out of Jade and filled the chamber. She screamed for every lash of the belt that she remembered as a child. She screamed for the injustice, the fear, the anger and the shame she felt as a child. Jade screamed until her voice was so hoarse that she could hardly hear herself. The memory faded and Jade stood before another door. Jade screamed because she had nothing left in her to make her open it. The tears stream down her face as she cried in defeat. She couldn’t face another door. She was not strong enough.

Elizabeth sobs echoed in the chamber. She could not continue. “Strike her. Strike her now”, commanded Yuri as his voice found its way into Elizabeth mind. “Now”, he thundered.

Elizabeth’s arm had a will of its own as the lash again bites into Jade’s back into filling the chamber with her hoarse scream. The fires of hell were again licking at the flesh of her back. Jade leans against the door as the lash bites her again and again.

”Open the door kitten. You can not turned back now”, said Yuri as her caressed her mind. “Now kitten now”, commanded Yuri.

Yuri was with her she was not alone. Jade opened the door. Jade felt the warmth and love of her sister all around her. Then Jade knew she was never alone not even as a child. Her sister loved her and had protect her. Jade realized just how much her sister’s sacrifice really meant. Her sister was very well endowed and at 13 she looked like she was 18. Jade could only imagine the things she had to endure to keep her safe. Jade was glad that her sister didn’t know that their father was doing the same thing to her. Jade knew it would have broken her spirit if she knew he was sexually using her to.

Jade was safe and warm in her sister’s love and Yuri was with her. Jade felt Yuri arms embrace her and she open her mind to him. Her memories could never hurt her again. She would not let them. Wrapped in Yuri’s arms Jade felt like she chould face anything.

”Sleep kitten”, Yuri commanded.

Elizabeth was already healing Jade’s body as Yuri held Jade’s mind in a trance. Yuri’s mind had broken through Jade’s spell but Elizabeth has suspected that Jade had planned it that way. Ruby was still trying to get the barrier down but Jade has not making that easy.

“I do not wish to sleep yet Yuri. We must talk first”, said Jade as she pulled away from the image of Yuri in her mind. Jade knelt in front of Yuri.

“You must not be mad at Elizabeth for helping me. I have hurt her enough already Yuri she only did this because she loves you and in return I have her love also. I will never be able to explain why to you. Nothing I say will make what I did to you any easier. I will accept any punishment you desire”, Jade voice was calm but that was not how she felt. If Yuri had done this to her she didn’t think she could ever forgive him facing something without her by his side.

”Sleep kitten and this time I am telling and not asking”, Yuri voice boomed inside Jade’s head and she fell a sleep.

Elizabeth had already washed Jade and placed her in bed when she felt Yuri force Jade into a deep sleep. The barrier tumble down and Elizabeth waited for the storm to arrive. Jade’s chamber shook as Yuri entered and the second spell was triggered. Yuri saw everything that had transpired in the chamber.

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