stevomarino, unfortunately, the programme of this ‘goal and focus in life’ as described on the website is bound to make you unhappy and harm you. I believe that for reasons of self-preservation you need to send the Hypno Queen a polite notification that you can no longer be her slave. If any messages continue to arrive, ignore them.

I see that one of the services offered onsite is blackmail. While this may be an interesting fantasy for some, it’s a crime. In the unlikely case that the owner of the website actually tries to blackmail you, please save those messages and go to the police.

Hopefully some day you can offer your submissive side to someone who deserves your trust. Best wishes.