I recently joined The Library and the Academy. Didn't realize they were linked until I followed a story written by BDSM_Tourguide to this site. 'Collectors Estate' I was amused at the final chapter, as I have spent summersa im Monroe LA for the last few years at a stage combat workshop.

I am a 38 yo sub female in NYC. I'm really new to this in practice, but nor so in thought. I have had the luck to meet someone with whom I have the opportunity to experament, and that has led me here.

I'm interested in exploring what this means to me, and just how involved I want to be. This is a grey area for me at the moment, as the man I am involved with is heavily into the BDSM scene. I am loving every moment we share and look forward to more, however I don't know if I would persue this if left on my own. Not for lack of interest, but for purposes of self preservation.

I'm an actress and combat choreographer who helps run a cult (of fire performers). We are all rockstars, and deserve to be treated as such!


Best effect BDSM has had on me: natural 38D breasts with an honest bit of droop actually serve better than tiny tits with implants!