Do you think this is sign?

[her_Joe]

I've never wanted anything for my birthday (well, since becoming an adult), or Christmas. or whatever ... I've always prized affection and time spent together, loyalty and the desire of my partner, and the quality of relationships and loving touch of the eyes, more than a new tie or Porsche.

And I'm not submissive.

LIke Ruby says, people like to get things for you if they like you, so I'm grateful to for all the things I don't want or need because they're an extra touch ... sometimes from someone I didn't know was there!

her_Joe

[J's blu]

well Miss Ruby, i too am concerned for my financial security. not concerned as in 'overly worried', just as in i think i should think about it and secure it.
so, (and also, cos my MAster tells me i should do this) i am building myself an MLM business so that i have residual income and can build an asset base.
i would just like to know that any bills that i incur or costs that arise, can be met without drama.
and as you yourself know and have stated i beleive, just because one is a slave does not mean they took out their brain!!
and my Master does like to have intelligent conversation, so it pays to keep up with things. anyway, am getting off on a tangent here!

thank you for your words, all who have replied

blu

[Ruby]

Blu,

Good luck on the this or any business you decide to undertake. It's great to hear that you've got such a supportive master. To your success,

Ruby

Back to topic:

Did you ever come to any conclusions about your deep birthday thoughts?

[J's blu]

actually Ruby i did! i now think that i just want out of this part of my life so badly and to get on with the next that i just want to go.
you know what i mean? like i just want to walk away from this, with nothing but myself, and go to Him and start my new life.
but it is one step closer to knowing myself, and who i am and how i tick.
thanks for your thoughts and words

blu