I have been interested in BDSM for the past four years of my life, but it was only now that I am 18 that I really got into it. I am fortunate enough to have found a master, as I prefer sub, that is nice and understanding. Although he does have some very painful punishments if I go agaisnt his rules.
What I find the hardest sometimes about being a slave as opposed to someone who is interested in BDSM. Is that as a slave there are times when I must carry out punishments on myself. There was one time, when my master was away, I only talked to him online. And he really tested my devotion by ordering me to toture my tits with nipple clamps and not take them off till he got back. This ended up being a great test of my devotion, as he was not due back for another day (after the current one). But I held out, I managed to truly do it, and he rewarded me when he returned.
My life in slavery has been interesting, the above experiance only one of many, and it grows more interesting and challanging by day.
It's not much, but its what I got. Slave Kira is who I am, and that's not even my name. That's what my master calls me.