Don't worry Bad Kitty... Be patient with your body. I am 30 now and I wasn't able to until 6 months ago. And I wasn't able to masturbate until a week ago (I tried years ago, but I gave up on it). I think I faked orgasms for along time just because I didn't know how to cum and I was ashamed of that fact. And when I finally did orgasm (not in the squirting way) I only had them 40% of the time at first. It took me two years to learn how to reach an orgasm every time. Right now I am able to have multiple orgasms and squirt. But it took me a long time to get there..