I would add to trust your instincts. From the time we are little ones, playing in the sandbox of life, we are learning to judge what is safe, good for us, and who we are. So for as many years as you've been here, you have been making judgements regarding who is safe, what is good for you, and who you can trust. These skills get internalized, and work for each of us.
So trust your instincts. If you're mind and or body is telling you there is something out of whack, trust that, and act on it.
I too wish you the best...