there is not much more I can say on the matter in hand, but only that I agree with everyone else that has spoken on your "delemmer" please xcuse the bad spelling there, I'm "dyslixic", but never mind that, you must listen to your instinsts, sit quietly some where away from interuptions and listen to what your brain is telling you. when in dout, do not act, stay still, let the waters run deep, listen to yoursef. sorry to go on, but I know the concequincys of not listening to myself, I met someone ten years ago just by accident over a "plum" but thats another story, she helpped me put the pieces back together and came out the other side. if I hadn't done the above I'm sure I wouldn't be here today.

please listen to yourself, I hope that things work out well in the end, please lets us know that you are ok.

Take care bye bye for now