. How old were you?
36

2. Who or what opened your eyes to BDSM?
I was going to start a RP with a guy that I met at a pagan site and he wanted me to be a submissive girl. He sent me to a site to read up on what she was to be like and it rang so true to how I have always felt baout myself. Form then on he trained me over the internet useing the web cam. and then came up here to collar me. The next weekend I was in a car accident ( but have recovered wonderfully ) and he did all e could to come to see me at least once a month. ( We lived about 6 hours away from each other at the time ) Now that my mind and body has healed he has recollared me and moved up here to be with me almost 24/7. we will be doing that next Year of all goes well.

3. Did you get to experience it at a club or party?
I have never been to one.


4. What was your physical and emotional reactions when you saw your first
scene?
I was wowed. I never heard of the lifestyle or the sceen around where I have grown up and to find that feeling and thinking like I did wasn't a bad thing freed me in so many ways. I know know that it is ok for my cunt to be always wet and horney when she is near her Master.

5. Are there any people on this forum that are vanilla and participating or lurking to find out if they should take the plunge?
If there is I hope that they will cause it is so freeing to be what Your heart knows it is.