Quote Originally Posted by His_pita
I am longing for the day when I can be allowed to just be His submissive. Right now in my life I have to make decision and handle difficult things that I would so much rather give to my Joe. He also longs to take it from me.

I haven't lived a 24/7 lifestyle as a submissive but I am sure looking forward to giving it a go. I think I will take to it like a duck to water.

Yes, I will have to still go out and work in the world and be a strong woman. My Joe would expect nothing less from me. But, once I am home it will be all about pleasing and being owned totally by my Dom. Mmmm! So many good things will come out of that I know.

i am longing also His_pita for the time i can be my Mistress's house boi again. I lived with Her for three years in Montreal. i was Her slave and houseboi. i didn't go out without Her permission and meet Her at the door every evening with a glass of rum and coke and a kiss. Then sometimes W/we would make love right then and there. Other times i would have the computer ready for Her to go onto and relax while i was finishing up dinner.

After dinner i would start O/our shower and i would be rewarded with my Mistress's bathing me and spanking me under the water.

However, right now i am in the states while She is in Canada, both doing what W/we must She says. i am going to school, running my own business, and have taken custody of my daughter back.

Plus, i am my mother's care taker (which is hard since she has a very domme personility and i am not one to push or fight unless confronted physically or my family is in danger). No, this isn't the mother who raised me in the BDSM lifestyle, that was my stepmother.

my Mistress is living with Her own cousin and helping take care of her house and son.

The funny thing is W/we have found O/ourselves in oppisete roles. i am having to take the more dominate role and make desisions and be the "strong" one, and She is taking the more submissive role, because Her cousin is very Domme and treats my Mistress like She is a submissive/slave, (which is hard for me to see sometimes). But, She is always strong so i know She isn't really submissive.

W/we both are holding O/our breaths till W/we can be together again 24/7.