1. How old were you? 25
2. Who or what opened your eyes to BDSM?
Back in my 11 or 12 I started to discover my body. I felt much atraction to needles, and loved to squeeze my nipples (that must be the reason for them being so big today, lol). My imagination was (and is, still) strong, and I thought of things to arouse myself... And quickly it grew into something that I was to later know as SM... Well, D/s has never come to be something inportant to me, but since I knew my body so well, every relation I had ended up at me giving coordinates, and eventualy orders, and it grew kinky... Oh well... I think it came from withim, see? Just part of the discovery of the self...![]()
3. Did you get to experience it at a club or party?
Nope. Not at all.
4. What was your physical and emotional reactions when you saw your first
scene?
Still in the childhood I remember having seen a movie (not a porn) and it has this woman, and she did things that were so sensual, and yet so kinky... As I saw it I thought: Oh my, I must have (or be) something like that someday. Yes, I must!.Hehehe, It was but fascination and arousement to the limit!
5. Are there any people on this forum that are vanilla and participating or lurking to find out if they should take the plunge? Not me, at least.![]()
6. And how about the taboos?
Well, here where I live (brazil) it was a terrible taboo... Only nowdays people are trying to take a deeper look at it, and are stoping to call it a disease...But I was ever daring to opose myself to labels and discrimination. Now that I come to think of it, all that taboos just made the experience much more funny.
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