porky23, welcome to the forums.

There's lots of stories in the BDSM library that may tickle your fancy.

Since you posted in the sexual fantasy thread, don't expect anyone to take your offer for torture too seriously.

However, if you want to take some time to write a detailed description about what your seeking in real life or on-line play and post it in the personals section, you may find a play partner who enjoys similar fantasies.

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=11