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I think you are right Submissivewife!

I sometimes wish something had woken me up to my true desires decades ago. *sigh*

When I first wrote that my stories were sick that was about a year ago. Now I have accepted them after at least twenty years of being uncomfortable and wishing I could come from "making love and being given roses." I love roses btw but that's not the point. I can't come from hearts and flowers. I come from these dark thoughts and for a while I didn't understand, like or accept that. Now, after a wonderful year of self discovery I do accept these fantasies and myself much more. I am happier than I've ever been and even hornier than usual! LOL!

But...

These formerly dark fantasies have less power for me now. Now I've had to go darker and into what I once thought of as taboo territory. I wonder if others go through this change?

FuryFury
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Well I have been discovering a lot about myself as well this past year. It was last January that I found about this lifestyle and found that there are people out there that have way, and I mean WAY, stranger fantasies than I or even you have. In a way that is kind of reassuring. (If you know what I mean)

Anyway, it is human nature to want to experience more and learn more. I sure as hell do. Through my Master and Sir I am learning, although sometimes slower than I want to go. And Yes my sex drive has increased from nearly non-existant to through the roof because of my self discoveries. Which is so fasinating to me.

Anyway, I said it in your last story you posted, I am now addicted to your stories. I hope you continue with the last one you just wrote....Kinda wonder what happens at the auction and after.

subwife